| Wednesday, August 10th, 2005 |
| 11:14 pm |
wft dream
I am now having this reoccurring dream. It is very weird dream just like usual.The dream started with me selling a vehicle to black man or woman.Than the driver side window shatters while they were driving it. So they come back to see me demanding me to replace the window. I tell them that the window was fine,intact during the transaction.That I am not responsible for the replacement of the window.So the person with the vehicle leaves after the arguement.I head to bed shortly after this argument. Than I am awaken at gun point by a group a men and placed in a vehicle. Taken to a unknown area I am not familar with.I look around to see if I can place where I am. All I see is dirt roads and fences and warehouses. They tell me that I was brought here because they wanted 500 dollars for the replacement of the window on the car. I tell them that I do not have the money and should not have to pay for it.A guy shows up in black clothing and grap me and tells me drive as we bust through the door in a van. I make a hard right and there are trash bags fly though as we are being chased.That is when I woke up from a phone call. With each dream I have of this it keeps going a bit further. I figured since I remember it I will share it. Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: Kid Rock |
| Wednesday, June 29th, 2005 |
| 3:25 am |
Life and its twists n turns
I got a letter last night from my school. I guess they needed some paperwork for financial department. I dont remember what it was or I would have sent it.Now my financial aide is going to end. Has this happended to anybody?If so what happened.I am working on trying to contact my counselor to find out my options. If anybody can add anything about the financial aide that would be much appreciated.BTW nobody warned me ahead of time either from my school.They do not tell u anything in that place from where the next class is at to thinking that it needed by their students.I am not saying that Phoenix is a bad college just have lack of communication to their students. Current Mood:  aggravatedCurrent Music: AC/CD Its a long way to be the Top,Slayer DevineIntervention |
| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005 |
| 2:26 am |
Things
Well all of those who are reading my journal.I know some of u already know this but for others who do not. I am now working the graveyard shift.So I am up all night and sleep all day. I know what your thinkin well duh but it is 2 30 am. So give me a break for god sake. I want to shout out now "DETROOOOOIITTTTT BASKETBALL!!!!!!!" hell yeah I was telling everybody even they were down 0-2 it was going 7.So I am proud of how our team keep playing. Even if they lose it was one hell of a series. I cannot wait until NFL starts. The Lions will be interesting to watch.I dont know what the hold up is with the NHL I so miss watchin pro hockey. I know I can watch the college games but it is not the same as hearing "He Shooting He SCORES!!!"......Change of subject now I have been talking with a woman from South Carolina for the past 2 or so months now everyday on the phone. I cannot wait to meet her..... Heck I even sent her a phone to save on my phone bill. I have never done that before for any woman. All my ex's lived here in Michigan so no need to send phone to them.I think the Colortyme company in general are a bunch of idiots. Atleast the ones in warren are.It has been two months easy since I told them that I moved out from the old house. I told them to talk to my other former roomies about making payments and not to charge my debit acct. Well since then they can continued to change my acct 52 one time 72 another now again 52 since than. One minor detail I forgot I was a idiot myself for putting my name on the contract also. So a few weeks back I was pissed after they changed again 72 when they told they would not charge anymore again. SO I go down there and talk to them in person first off I never authorized them to charge my debit to begin with. I used my card once to pay for a month and ever since them without me knowing they continued to charge my acct. It was fine when I was livin in the house. It is not fine now that I am no longer using the frig. So they tell me that they tried to go the house and nobody answers the door except one time when they talked to the new people living in the house. They want the frig back or they will continue to charge. I do not know where it is. They ask me for phone numbers to reach my other roomies that lived in the house with me at the time. I tell them I dont know I have not talked to them since I left. I told them the owners of the houses name. They tell me what the # is I have never talked to them on the phone only in person.They tell me go find the frig or a way to get it and get back with them. Shouldnt it be the other way around.So this weekend I am going to pay off the rest of the value for the frig about 160 so they get off my ass. The fucking stupid thing is I will pay and own a frig but dont know where the hell it is.Than I am going to my best friend roomie and ask for $$$ back for the value of this frig if he does not know where it is at.I have let him borrow money from be before and he never paid me back. Not this time though I am going to give him a time table of 1 month.To scrap of the $$ I had to do for this gf who gave me to us for rent which was because my best friend did not have a job. I pay my portion. That is another story. I am thinking that he should be able to come up with 200 dollars in a month only 50 dollars a week is not so hard to sacrifice.The good news is that I am finally getting closer to paying off American Express.Catching up on my other plastic bills. I am going to sacrifice all I can to get out of this plastic whole I am by the end of the year.We will see how it goes though. Anyway I have to get back to my server monitoring fun. Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: Smash Mouth "The way that u are" |
| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005 |
| 10:31 pm |
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| Sunday, May 22nd, 2005 |
| 7:46 pm |
going on from here
Well not much to say at the moment.I am still catching up with everything. I want to be caught up with everything in 4 to 5 months. In the mean time just going to work and school. I started up back with school after taking a class off. It is not a hard class just have to get back into the groove of doing hw. In a few weeks I will be going to the Midnight shift. I am not sure how long that will last probably a few months. So it should be a fun adjustment. Thats all for now. Current Mood:  goodCurrent Music: Piece of shit Car Adam Sandler |
| Thursday, April 28th, 2005 |
| 10:31 pm |
movin on
I have not been able to update my journal in a while. I now have things on my mind. Before I did not really have access to the site where I was. I am nervous at the moment. I have been for a few days now. Why I am is because I dont know how a good friend of mine for years is going to react. I have been a roomie with this good friend now for over a year. I have sacrificed everything during that year.It just is not enough to keep everybody happy. So I have decided that it is time for me to move on. I will pay my portion of rent and write down half the cost of the bills that piled up. So I can pay them I mean it is only fair I did after all live in that house with them. To be honest I have been unhappy in that house for a few months now. I have mastered the art of looking happy.Lately it has just became very stressful for me also at the place. I mean a few nights u can cut the tension with a knife as they put it. I am pretty confident that we will still be friends after it is all said and done. But we both said that we cannot co exist in one house.It is so hard for me to do. I dont know how my good friend will come up with his portion. I dont know where he will live once he moves out. He is my boy and we have been through thick and thin for well over a decade. That is why this is so hard for me to do.I have to look out for myself now though. I dont mind living from pay to pay as long as I am being helped. I know he was look and trying to make ends meet. But it is just not fair to me that I have to use all my hard earned money to keep the boat afloat.The situation is that I cannot live at the house because I dont have the money for gas to and from that house for work. If I am not going to be their why keep all my stuff their. My good friend wants to move out from that house anyway.I will for the next few months catch up on my person bills that I had to put aside for the past few months. Once they are caught up I will be looking for another place to live.Where I will be staying in the meantime is alot closer to my job. It is only 5 mins aways compared to 45 mins. So I will be also saving on gas money big time. I mean the gas prices are outrageous now.That is very obvious no matter where u live. Tomorrow should be rather interesting. It might be very uneventful. Current Mood:  nervous |
| Saturday, February 19th, 2005 |
| 10:55 am |
calm before the storm
I have not updated my journal in a month.I am doing well now. I am finally catching up on bills.Things are just now beginning to catch up. Everything is going smoothly and I know what u are thinking. That comment was a good thing. But if u know me than u will understand my next statement. I am scared right now. Not scared as in someone is after me or waking up from a nightmare. When things smooth over for me it is only temporary.No I am not pessimistic by any means. I am a realist and I know how my life goes. It started today what I am talking about. In September of last year I activated a American Express Gold Credit Card. I thought it was a credit card. It was a charge card and was not told that up front. So I charged it up to 1300 dollars to catch up on a few things. Now I am being hounded for that money back all in full. I told the collections agency and American Express that I will never have all that money up front. So now I am have to try to obtain either another credit card for atleast 1300 dollars and pay it off for American Express. I mean a normal credit card or as I did already attempt to apply for a personal loan in the amount owed by American Express. But besides that bs going on everything else is good. I hope I can get the personal loan in that amount. That is my fair warning for you read everything over when it comes to plastic money and dont trust the customer service for the plastic money to tell u. They just want your money. I just hope that this is just the only hill I have to climb. Well anyway I figured I had to get this off my chest. Current Mood:  FAQ American ExpressCurrent Music: My sacafice |
| Wednesday, January 5th, 2005 |
| 1:15 pm |
2005 new beginnings
Well another year bites the dust. To be honest I am glad 2004 is now gone it was pretty interesting year. That was than this is now. I feel that this year will be much better than last. I now have over 8 months living on my own experience. I will definately catch up with the refund money from my taxes. I am waiting for a few pieces of items before I can file my taxes. So now too the update of New Year Eve/Day club nite. It was so much fun at Zoo Club. I worked during the day and took a grand total of 10 to 15 calls and rest of the time played games. It was great and best part about it is double time more $$. After work headed to moms house munched a bit on food and headed out to meet the gang going with me to the club. We got to the club at 9 pm and first ones there pretty much which is fine by us. As the music began Lisa Lisa was DJ for the first few hours. She was awesome at Space ironically the same building we were in just different name. This club has nothing on Space did though. I will share some of those experiences on other entries maybe. But the best part about it was she began playing the old music from space which was Techno!! Me and my friend who I go clubbing with all the time was soooooooooo excited about that. We so missed the crazy energetic feeling of her techno style music. We were the only ones dancing to it and the club was beginning to fill up. That music just takes me over and I just bounce around and dance to the beat. I loved it as I was just moving. I didnt care if we were the only ones dancing. I hated to see her leave though it was soooooo kewl. Than Vince began doing the usual top 40 music and the dance floor flooded with people which I expected. Even before we entered the bar it started off very intersting. At the club next door I think it called Saint Andrews Hall right next door to Zoo and all these "gang" member starts fighting with each other. One of the guys took off his shirt and his pants were almost down to his knees wearing his boxers. We stayed in the car and watched it unfold. About 5 mins later the Detroit cops show up and watched about 20 of those guys and girls take off across the parking lot. The cops pulled into the parking lot and we took off to the club. So that was rather interesting beginning just after I downed a double shot of Jack. During the night I purchased four drinks two 18-wheelers which is baileys,kaluha,jager which was very chocolately. It was good =-). Than I order one more shot of Jack and a lot of water in between to keep me hydrated. At around 15 mins before midnight I wanted to get a drink of water and went upstairs to get it. So I ordered the water and costed 3.50 and all I had was a 20. I order the woman who I ordered the drink from was a cutie. She told me that she will get me change and to wait there. So I waited for 15 mins and watched the ball drop on tv. It was so busy upstairs and watched her take orders So I was not too bad at her and she walked over to me and gave back the 20 and said she could not get change and she will pay for it because I was so patient. As she walked away I put my arm around her and said wished her a happy a new year and went on my way. The rest of the night was either on the dance floor. At the end of the night.So that was basically new years eve/day for me =-) Current Mood:  YEAHHHHHHHHHCurrent Music: Sandstrom |
| Monday, December 27th, 2004 |
| 10:26 am |
Life update
I have known about the repair for my car for about a month now. My car repairs include brakes and shocks. A few days before Christmas I was pulled over by State Police Officers concerning my car repairs. They informed me that my car was bouncing around a lot back there and if I was aware that my rear end shocks were bad. I informed the officers that yes I was aware that my shocks were blown and it has been for about a month. Than one of the officers was shining the flashing in my car checking the interior out all it had was fast food bags and clothes thats about it. I had to wait about 20 mins for them to write the ticket and as he handed it to me he told me that I had 10 days to repair it and the ticket will be waved. I will not have the money for the repairs I know that for a fact. I scheduled time off for obtain a few estimates I hope for the repairs needed. I also will call the courthouse so I can talk to the judge and find out how this will work out. If I pay the ticket but not the repairs I can be given another ticket as soon as this one is paid. With the holiday I spent money on the family just like any other normal person does. I will keep this posted with updates as they come with this fun situation. Now on to the fun of Christmas experience. Christmas day ended up being pretty good I received a few gifts from the roomies which was really nice of them. I went over to my Grams house where the mom and sisters were also visiting. I stayed the night at my moms house as I opened up the gifts I got from my mom and sisters. On Sunday I called a good friend of mine I have not seen in almost a year and hung out with him for most of the day. It was a pretty good Christmas for me. This Friday I am looking forward too being new years eve and have to find out how to purchase tickets to the club I am going out to. I will need my phone which is behind and should pay the back balance so I can use it and make some phone to get that setup. I need to catch up on some things and hope that next year the roller coaster I call my life will hit a few straightways so I can stop stressing over finances. Thats a totally new can of worms which some of u already know about. I know that next weekend will be blast will have more to write about than Current Mood:  stressed |
| Friday, November 19th, 2004 |
| 9:47 am |
just a little love tap oops
This morning I give a little rear end love tap at 8 mile and N Telegraph. I thought that the person ahead of me went but did not.The southfield cop did not write me a ticket for the accident but did for no proof of insurance. So I will have to add insurance to my car now which I knew about for a little while now. So next check I will get that and pay the reduced ticket. I dont know what the woman I hit will do for repairs I might have to pay for it. Than again its no fault in MI so I am not entitled to pay for her damages. Trust me I know how that goes after the car accident I was in and I didnt get but only 500 dollars. So we will see just my normal great luck =-) Current Mood:  okay |
| Thursday, November 4th, 2004 |
| 9:34 pm |
Today
Today started off great shakes my head. As my last post stated if I was late one more time at work it was over. So guess what happend today to me. I left hour and 10 mins early and traffic fucking sucked. I hit 94 for 3 miles if even and it was kind of back up. From 94 I hit 696 which was back up a bit also as I crawled down the road for 4 exits as I got off . I make my way to 8 mile road. That road also was a bit slow as I travel towards Telegragh. Ok ok I think you got the hint basically my drive all the way into worked was slow and people cannot drive when it rains a bit. I came into work all worked up figuring it was over because I was late and for the first time in my job career I was going to be fired. So I wondered over to the manager and told him that today was my last day because I was late. He told me to just sign and as I explained what happened with traffic. After 30 mins went by he told me that they will look over this one but it was my last brake. The rest of the day at work went alright. So that was pretty much my day and night have not done anything but relax. So that was today as I sigh in relief. Current Mood:  grateful |
| Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004 |
| 5:46 pm |
today
Well today started off like any other day. I headed off to work as usual for a Tuesday. Than 11:30 hit and I was told that HR wanted to talk to me. Well last month I was late to work seven times. I was told that I have a choice to resign or state that I will never be late until I get a new job. I really have no choice but to not be late until something better comes along. I have to get the ball rolling also because they are watching me like a hawk. I headed home with pay,voted,got my haircut. So I guess it was not a complete bust. I was also told that I am problem employee because of my attendance. It is partically true that my attendance but I am great worker. So that was my day. Current Mood:  blank |
| Sunday, October 31st, 2004 |
| 1:53 am |
Devils "angels" night highlights
This has been a rather interesting weekend. On friday night I went to Schnookers in Southgate because 97.1 was having a costome party. It was pretty kewl I got a change to met a few radio personalities. I met Rudy,Bever,both D&D at the party. I was of course dressed as pimp. There was a lot of pretty kewl costumes. A few people guys were dress as Divo the group who whip it. One guy was a shit head as he has a toilet seat on the back and pretty much everything else. It was pretty kewl hanging out with all those people. Than today I just pretty much relaxed all day and watched the M and MSU game. I got ready and went to "TIME" but was not there in time to get in. So I left back home. I went to the FLY bar down the road. Danced with a woman who was drunk and asked if I had money for weed. Yea right I dont have money for that.That has been my weekend so far. Current Mood:  weird |
| Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 |
| 12:36 am |
Chachacha changes
I am feeling better now. I felt a lot of tension released after Monday night because the class ended. I am also disappointed with myself because I am confident that I failed that class. The reason I failed it was because I didnt do the work for it.I got more good news also which was someone who was living with me received a job. That they will be working now after a few month stint without a job. So even more stress was released which is great. So things are definately slowly working towards my favor. I will not be behind in my next class. I will do my first weeks work by Monday. My team group will be normal size instead of just two of us. So this is the latest with in my life. Current Mood:  complacent |
| Sunday, October 24th, 2004 |
| 8:46 pm |
unfamiliar territory
At the moment I cannot explain what is going on. I am cry for what seems to be no reason I can think of. I do not know why I am crying. The pit of my stomach is just a bit uneasy.I can feel myself from inside and out a bit of a tremble. I feel like a hamster running on a wheel for the past four to five months. It all started with a car accident which was not my fault. The michigan rules of no fault suxs and only got back 500 dollars. The 500 dollars did not even cover the week worth of car rental. I had purchased a 93 Towncar with 990 dollars on plastic and three from my pocket as down payment. The arrangement was to pay 300 dollars every two weeks to pay off the difference.The money I charged on my CC maxed my card out and cause it to go over.It went over 500 dollars somehow. I still have not got that even close to caught up. My car I know purchased needs shocks and struts,oil change,brake job soon. All of this I do not even have close to the money for. I am living with two room mates here and one of them have a job the other has not for more than 4 months. The bad thing is they are going to get married sometime and one is my best friend for years. During the first month after the accident I was nice enough to pitch in 300 dollars so they can get a car also. So they would not have to use the bus system to get around. Little did they realize how much that put me back. I am too nice of a guy and hard to say no. I have been time and time again used for my kindness. They have promised me they will pay me back every penny back. I am sure they will with the income tax money they receive as refund. The roomie who does have a job is barely making over min wage and I am covering the rest to make ends meet. I know that I should just move out but I cannot do that to my friend. I know that I will eventually have to move out so they can live a married life. I am sick and tired of being broke and living off of two sandwiches and some water for dinner. That is all I can afford. It is starting to look up I think. At the moment just about all the bills are caught up finally. The only thing really life which I have paid for since we got it is the cable/internet bill. I am also going to school for my Bachelors degree and have dead lines for assignments. I just dont have the desire to do anything right now. I told my counselor that I need break because I need a little me time. At the moment my Financial Aide is going through processing and cannot take one until it is completed. From what I was told that will not be for another few classes. Which means it will not be until two and half months. Speaking of Financial Aide there is kick back that is not covered for tuition. I also have been trying to pay that back to school. So the next month I still be breaking myself in order to pay back or it goes to collections. I do not want to screw up my credit. This is why I am feeling the way I am today/tonight and who knows how far back. The wheel will always spin and I will get through this as I always do. Current Mood:  depressed |
| Friday, October 22nd, 2004 |
| 10:30 pm |
Good ole JD
Alright I figured it out and now have a fitting picture for myself. ROFL Current Mood:  drunk |
| 8:56 pm |
Hello World
Well I now for the first time in my life have a journal. I do not know exactly what the heck I will write in it. It will probably be interesting. I love being paid to talk on the phone all day for a living. But lets see how it goes. Current Mood:  bouncy |
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